It's About That Time

I haven't been here for awhile again. I've had a lot of struggle to stay on track and very little success. It's a very defeating feeling to feel as though maybe you will never get there, but you can't let that defeat win. I will get there! I will continue trying, despite my downfalls. And my dear sister reminded me the other day to not tear myself down. You see, I am surrounded constantly by people who are much skinner than me, but that does not make me any less of a person. Those words are important.
We need to stop tearing ourselves down, and remember who we truly are!

I struggle with this, I know I do, but that's why I am here talking to you!!

Did you hear? I am getting married at the end of this year!!! Hey that rhymed! I already chose a wedding dress and it fits me as I am now. I am hoping to lose some weight prior to our wedding day, which is only 143 days away. Here is the thing, it is VERY hard for me to lose weight. It's just the way I am, but I will continue to try! He obviously loves me the way I am - it's just what I want to do!

So, my current plan - cut back! A lot of my problem is I like food. I feel as though I should be able to enjoy food, but I have a hard time stopping myself. So my first goal is to cut back portions. I will also be trying to choose more wisely as well as drink less pop. Don't get me wrong - I am not giving up pop. A person should be able to enjoy their devices, buttttttt everything in moderation. We will see where that goes!